Jia Jia <3

haiz... by seeing ur blog.... i also cannot hide anything from you.... you can see i hint u just now in mrt.... i think you also dunno what i hinting you lor.... i just feel useless... cannot make both side happy... i only can do is help them whether they need lor.... i suffer my time just to pei them... make them happy.... but they dun feel happy at all.... damm sian de... if i pei him.... i dunno pei them.... what can i do... put them together.... i think is hard sia.... haiz... work so hard untill 12 midnight.... reach home going one... play com a while... sleep at 2... but still cannot sleep.... at last i feel asleep... mum at 9.30 wake me up... i was like erm.... see de clock.. 9.30... fell asleep.... cannot sleep.... haiz... feel so sian.... playing com see will make me feel asleep... but at 3 finally feel sleepy.... den bing come my house.... wake me up... i was like haiz... time pass so fast... i sleep at 3.... 3 plus den finally fell alseep.... 4 wake me up... haiz.. rush to s...

so long never blog le.... 3 month le... time pass damm fast.... now already january the last three days.... haiz... new year coming...  now still suffer in one thing... one is my parent.... another one is bx..... if i choose my parent.... bx will sad, emo, cannot sleep unless have a good night chat.... if i choose bx.... my dad need to work every single day... dun have rest a single day.... but what can i do??? i do this also wrong... i do that also wrong.... i left three day to think.... wedesday need tell them my answer.... more stress then exam sia... my parent work so hard.... now i cannot even let them rest.... chinese new year coming... my parent busy preparing new year... i also dunno what can i help them.... haiz... stress... more stress is.... i must act nothing happen when i with him..... haiz.... say here also no one see... it's useless...