Jia Jia <3

by reading my blog.. knowing every single back... haiz... hate now de me... haiz... may everyday write blog.. more n more longer... slowly n slowly.. post less n less... haha.. nth much to type le.. fun day always so fast go.. sad day always stay there so long... feel like sleepy... but cannot sleep...

yes.. yes.. yes... u always right... u do everything also right... i did everything also wrong... okay... mr right... no.. should call u.. mr dirty right...

what de hell.. cannot stand my parent sia... say i very rich.. say i go out work.. got pay.. den will very rich.. also nv see u give me money.. not like that time u give me eight hundred dollar when u got ur pay... that time is at before school reopen.. btw i give u eight hundred.. cause see u two work so hard.. when working still give me pocket money.. when u give me 50 dollar a week.. i only left 20 dollar on food.. plus that work place eat one normal rice need 4 plus dollar going to 5 dollar.. u know what the stress there.. eat a meal.. even cannot keep myself full.. sometime eat noodles.. for lunch.. just to keep me will not faint in work.. plus i need pay my phone bill.. plus that month 60 plus dollar.. who going pay.. me.. myself.. used two to three day pay to pay that bills.. plus sometime i working 13 hour at weekend fair.. just because i want work 5 more hour work.. get more money.. earn more money.. give u feel better..                 ...

haiz.. stress... so many thing happen to me... phone contact lose.. haiz.. cause dunno what wrong with my phone.. keep low battery... very ma fan de.. need charge like siao... nokia e65.. 5 year old le... 5 year.. battery siao siao de... sat.. 16 day to 1year... bing work in the morning... forgot what happen to me... maybe cause eat to many pain killer le.. untill punch on the wall.. no feeling de... i tell dentel to give me pain killer... cause tooth will pain when eating food.. eat blank rice also will pain... haiz.. i eat pain killer.. it say twice every three time a day.. first time feel like dying sia... eat pain killer still feel pain.. tooth dun give me pain... heart give me more pain.. haiz.. i give it to u.. i give something that we nv do before... end up what... quarrel again.. haiz.. suan le.. lazy type le.. over le... mother day celebrate.. just make me want end my life... very good sia.... THANK YOU BING XUE... 30 APRIL.. I WANT ENDING MY LIFE...

today is may 1.. mean we are 14 days to 1 year.. so call chapter one.. haiz.. forgot what i want to say le..