Jia Jia <3

haiz... by seeing ur blog.... i also cannot hide anything from you.... you can see i hint u just now in mrt.... i think you also dunno what i hinting you lor.... i just feel useless... cannot make both side happy... i only can do is help them whether they need lor.... i suffer my time just to pei them... make them happy.... but they dun feel happy at all.... damm sian de... if i pei him.... i dunno pei them.... what can i do... put them together.... i think is hard sia.... haiz... work so hard untill 12 midnight.... reach home going one... play com a while... sleep at 2... but still cannot sleep.... at last i feel asleep... mum at 9.30 wake me up... i was like erm.... see de clock.. 9.30... fell asleep.... cannot sleep.... haiz... feel so sian.... playing com see will make me feel asleep... but at 3 finally feel sleepy.... den bing come my house.... wake me up... i was like haiz... time pass so fast... i sleep at 3.... 3 plus den finally fell alseep.... 4 wake me up... haiz.. rush to s...

so long never blog le.... 3 month le... time pass damm fast.... now already january the last three days.... haiz... new year coming...  now still suffer in one thing... one is my parent.... another one is bx..... if i choose my parent.... bx will sad, emo, cannot sleep unless have a good night chat.... if i choose bx.... my dad need to work every single day... dun have rest a single day.... but what can i do??? i do this also wrong... i do that also wrong.... i left three day to think.... wedesday need tell them my answer.... more stress then exam sia... my parent work so hard.... now i cannot even let them rest.... chinese new year coming... my parent busy preparing new year... i also dunno what can i help them.... haiz... stress... more stress is.... i must act nothing happen when i with him..... haiz.... say here also no one see... it's useless...

cruise trip i miss him like siao sia... cannot do anything.. only two day only... ns one week... haiz... i promise u bring u down if i go cruise... so u will not worry for me... like when i left... u see me leave... ur face change i can tell... but i dunno u cry.. as i cannot see when i pass de passport stage...

Am i lacking of money??? work almost everyday... sleep less n less... aiyo... nvm... school reopen study until siao...

sept le... exam coming... 13 n 15... is like next mon n wed.... so fast... abit scare scare le.... trying hard to rmb de word.... scare i go exam hall forgot everything.... 60% in exam... scare scare..... haiz.... running out of money le... 1. f1 work need to buy shoes....  2.need to top up prepaid.... (can slowly top up... as dun have prepaid still got line... but just cannot sms... 1 day nv sms can die le.... this time is 4.... sad) 3. want to buy black pant... fell weird wearing guy pant... ^^... 4. mrt stamp (which i need to buy today... when i only left 9 dollar... how to have de money to buy... diao...) after exam jiu can work le.... ^^... work jiu have money le.... hope my mum will take my salary again..... last time work she take almost 80% of my salary.... T.T... no money to buy something i like... 9am le... one more hours.... but still rainning.... later need to top up ezlink card le...

one week just pass.... final exam coming soon... 13 n 15 sep.... stress.... cannot go out everyday.... but yet i getting bored at home everyday..... nth to do except study n study....... finally finish reading de manga i lend from fren.... from last last holiday.... is like before july.... now den i finish reading..... dun have time to read...... but now i have de time too..... 10.30am le..... Sian... Pig still sleeping.... dunno wat time den he wake up..... freaking bored...... nth to do at home....

erm... one week dun get to used com often... mostly a while only.... sleep at 1am... wake up at 8am... because my mum keep calling me.... sleepy... dun get to sleep long... keep yawning...  thanks to my dad... today actually i dun get pocket money... but he give extra.... ^^ got money to eat.... lol.... i today found money on de floor.... my house de floor... dunno when i put there untill when i take tissue it drop....